Posted in Blaga Todorova, poem, Poems/Poetry, poetry

I Can Write Another Poem Tonight

450px-Tango-Show-Buenos-Aires-01After Pablo Neruda …

I can write another poem about the distance tonight.
Something about chants over shivering seconds and stolen lights,
about his mahogany eyes and forgotten Milonga dance.

But the night burns with treacherous sparks,
with thousand butterflies over cliffs and tides.

I can write another poem about him, how I craved
his lips, his words, his hands and sometimes he did too.

In nights like this, within crested dreams, he desired me
and sometimes I did too. And how couldn’t I?
The world in his eyes, I was the only one allowed inside.

I can write another poem about love and passion under
the never-ending violin sounds and voluminous skies;

when I know that everything is bound to break,
even the perfect curves chasing the ocean.

To feel that with every crash of the waves I have lost him.
To hear the whispers of his soul, faraway whispers,
even more without him,

when the night ignites under the moonlight and
poetry drops heavily on my heart, just like
the rain that strikes everything dead or alive.

And that’s all there is. In the distance someone plays
Morricone on the piano. In the distance.

My mind does not know harmony. My heart searches for his.
My voice longs for the breeze that would carry my secrets to him;

how I no longer hate the darkness of the night without him,
it’s true, but maybe I still do. Longing comes so suddenly, settles
comfortably in the shape of a precious hug and never dies.

Because in nights like this he always held me in his arms,
through the imaginary miles apart,
while poetry drifted into the distance, silently, lilac like and sad …

– Blaga Todorova

© 2014, poem and protrait (below), Blaga Todorova; photo credit ~ Dancing Tango in Buenos Aires by Jenny Mealing and licensed under the CC A 2.0 Generic license.

unnamed-6BLAGA TODOROVA (Between the Shadows and the Soul) ~ was born in Bulgaria, lives in Greece and doesn’t stop dreaming about finding new country for herself. She doesn’t consider herself a writer, but just someone who sometimes is lucky enough to be at the right place, with the right person, with the background of the right music that will bring the right words.

Blaga has been blogging for many years now and has won the friendship and following of other poets and writers for her insights, humor and sense of romance and of justice. English is not her first language, but she uses it well and it is her favorite language for her favorite artisitic persuit, writing. She has a novel in progress. She is also a rather accomplished photographer.

Although we believe Blaga was named for a relative, it is interesting to note that she shares her lovely first name with Blaga Dimitrova, the Bulgarian poet and former Vice President of Bulgaria (1992-1993) who was the inspiration for John Updike’s short story, The Poetess. We have invited Blaga Todorova to write about Blaga Dimitrova and hope to present that work on The Bardo Group blog one day.


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8 thoughts on “I Can Write Another Poem Tonight

  1. Exquisitely rendered sentiments.
    “how I no longer hate the darkness of the night without him,
    it’s true, but maybe I still do. Longing comes so suddenly, settles
    comfortably in the shape of a precious hug and never dies.”
    This encapsulates what my mum talks in relation to my late dad – it gets better, but never really goes away.


  2. Blaga, I think of all the poets that I am honored to know, you are probably the most romantic. 🙂 You have such a way of bringing the emotions to the surface and describing love and romance in all its many forms. Thanks so much for sharing this with us!


  3. I would like to thank everyone for the time taken to read and comment kindly, but most of all, Jamie, you have always found ways to support me in being or not being a writer and that means the world to me! Thank you! I am working on the Blaga Dimitrova piece and you will soon have it. A wonderful weekend to everyone.


  4. Blaga, this is quintessentially you and it honors Neruda … and you honor us. Thank you sharing your lovely work. I know you don’t think of yourself as a writer, but you are … and a good one too. Poem on …


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