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BELOW THE SKY

Don’t say that I will depart tomorrow

even today I am still arriving

Call Me by My True NamesThich Nhat Hahn

ABOVE THE RIVER, BELOW THE SKY

by

Jamie Dedes

We sat here some million years ago

on this hilltop below the sky.

Nudging one another,

questioning grandmother moon.

We sustained our bodies on sweet cumulus,

and sparked our spirits with starlight.

It’s many æons now since you left

to stand a tree on a tropic isle.

I have flitted there and back again,

finding our quirky queries still sage.

The golden moon is yet our intimate.

The wisdom today is the old wisdom:

no blame below boundless sky

nor above this resounding river.

·

Photo credit ~ Peter Griffin, Public Domain Pictures.net.


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COMPASSION

Gayle Rose a.k.a. Bodhirose, Poet Blogger

Bodhirose (Bodhirose’s Blog) has been blogging about family life, things of the spirit, and her ashram-life experiences since August of 2010. In this short time, her sincerity and authenticity has earned her a loyal following. We so appreciate the ideals expressed in her most recent poem, that we asked permission to share it with readers here. J.D.

NO BLAME

by

Bodhirose

Brown or white we won’t demean

Orientation will all be seen

Your beliefs different than mine

That’s okay we’ll be just fine

Call to prayer five times a day

Or none at all, we still can play

The dress you wear is not my same

Makes no difference, there is no blame

Language, culture, a variety

Makes for interesting diversity

Sexual preference, I don’t care

Love of all is my sacred prayer

Discrimination against our own

Is a hateful trait to be de-throned

Release all intolerable distinctions

Of racial, gender, religious institutions

Open mind, open heart

May compassion be our mark

Photograph and poem courtesy of Gayle Walters Rose and Bodhirose’s Blog. All rights reserved, 2011.

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CHIAROSCURO PLEASURES

 

CHIAROSCURO PLEASURES

by

Jamie Dedes

 ♥

Midnight blue, so long and empty

it swallows the moon to fill heart

and still the strings of that beat

playing amber vibrato on the

dew breezes. It stings with lusts of

whispered secrets, of river speak.

Listen, before the mourning dove.

·

Pink pale love found, lost again.

Time and mind drift on ‘til there sets

a lotus peace. In that place full now

with chiaroscuro pleasures, neither

the moon or the sun, nor even stars.

Pure internal verities, unalloyed joy.

Photo credit ~ Petr Kratochvil, Public Domain Pictures.net.


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SUSPICIONS

SUSPICIONS

by

Jamie Dedes

·

suspicions I harbor deep at heart

some inkling of unity beyond division

of mystical, not mythical

of cup, not sword

lost in strange exotic search

found in the old oriental prescriptions

the angel wings of compassion and wisdom,

the sacred in ordinary time

the simple me and thee of

the anointed, appointed, awakened before myths and dogma

something sweet in orthopraxy, not orthodoxy

in ontology, not theology

the clear light of universal wonder

funding a commonwealth of saints

healing broken hearts and our war-weary world

·

Photo credit ~ Johnson Cherian, Public Domain Picures.net. 


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THE SUN & THE MOON ARE FREE

We cannot rest on the notion of the “innocent civilian.” Morally, when it comes to a free and powerful nation like ours, I believe there are no innocent civilians. If I pay taxes, I am a combatant.” Rick Steves, historian, author, TV Personality in Travel As a Political Act

On Memorial Day: in the hope that the human race will work to find solutions other than war, which is not a solution at all.

THE SUN AND THE MOON ARE FREE

by

Jamie Dedes

Why do I write this in ink so black

it melts the pages of my journey?

·

It is a peaceful night here.

The stars are tossed across a

clear, dark velvet sky like the

garden fairies dancing at dusk.

·

The moonlight reaches down

to embrace me in its silver light,

its touch delicate as a whisper.

·

What of you, dear brother?

And what of you, dear sister?

Are they free by you …

the moon and the stars?

·

Is the night sky at peace?

My ink burns to bone and

melts the pages of my journey

for you …

– who were born of violence

– who were born into violence.

·

Your pain and your losses are

not mandated by any god.

The murders, the maiming, the

hunger, homelessness, loneliness …

the disenfranchisement: man made.

·

Why do I write this in ink so black

it melts the pages of my journey?

Because I fear, because I know

my fragile, cherished kin, I KNOW –

·

Mea culpa, mea culpa, mea maxima culpa!

– for what we have done

– what we have not done

– we are culpable.

PEACE:

IT’S A DECISION

NOT A PRAYER

Photo credit~ Peter Griffin, Public Domain Pictures.net 

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DESTINY

It has become exceedingly obvious that our technology has exceeded our humanity. Albert Einstein, German-American theoretical physicist

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DESTINY

by

Jamie Dedes

·

The unconscious wake of the city canyon lined

with monolithic buildings, a modern Stonehenge –

an outright lie, the feeling that a wee human can

do anything walking down this asphalt valley

·

though wise hawks flee to the countryside and those

thrusting window ledges are home to pigeons who

coo piteously at the traffic below, a parade of some

silly folk wearing fetching clothes and trusting

·

their sugared dreams to the midnight winds and

others arrogant who trip the ego fantastic and

hammer at their expectations with stone fists well

weighted by iron beliefs. It’s all mythology because

·

cultures die, worlds end, nothing should surprise,

but better to play and pretend our end didn’t begin

a century ago with the Wrights at Kitty Hawk and

that somehow, somehow we’ll outsmart our destiny.


Photo credit – Peter Griffin, Public Domain Pictures.net.

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I READ A POEM

I know that I haven’t powers enough to divide myself into one who earns and one who creates. Tillie Ollsen (1912-2007), American writer and feminist

·

I READ A POEM

by

Jamie Dedes


I read a poem today and decided

I must deed it to some lost, lonely

fatherless child to embrace her

·

along her stone path, invoke sanity

I want to tell her: don’t sell your

dreams for cash or buy the social OS

·

Instead, let the poem play you like a

musician her viola, rewriting lonely

into sapphire solitude, silken sanctity

·

Let it wash you like the spray of whales

Let it drench your body in the music

of your soul, singing pure prana into

·

the marrow and margins of your life

Let the poet-shaman name your muse

and find you posing poetry as art and

·

discover the amethyst bliss of words

woven from strands of your own DNA.

Yes. I read a poem today and decided

I must deed it to a lost fatherless child

Photo credit – Jaime Junior, Public Domain Photographs.net

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UNBOUND

They grow together

but they aren’t even fraternal

Body and Soul by Sharon Bryan, Poetry Magazine 2002

UNBOUND

by

Jamie Dedes

he broke the cocoon

tripped into a sea of sky

free to simply be

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WALKING BIG SUR

Everything is the same, the fog says ‘We are fog and we fly by dissolving like ephemera,’ and the leaves say ‘We are leaves and we jiggle in the wind, that’s all, we come and go, grow and fall’ — Even the paper bags in my garbage  say ‘We are man-transformed paper bags made out of wood pulp, we are kinda proud of being paper bags as long as that will be possible, but we’ll be much again with our sisters and the leaves come rainy season’ — The tree stumps say ‘We are tree stumps torn out of the ground by men, sometimes by the wind, we have big tenrils full of earth that drink out of the earth’ — Men say ‘We are men, we pull out tree stumps, we make paper bags, we think wise thoughts, we make lunch, we look around, we make a great effort to realise everything is the same.’  Jack Kerouac, American author, poet, artist, in Big Sur.

WALKING BIG SUR

by

JAMIE DEDES

Spring arrives honeyed and peaceful,

filled with old poems, young flowers,

and the gentle cherished pleasures

of grace-filled lives. Ready now the time

·

for landscape to wreath itself in poppies,

sizzling reds, oranges, yellows, and the

land edged with granite rock dropping

slate gray and sparkling into a cold blue

ocean, filled and flowing tempestuous

·

with sea beings and wild weed. It throws

itself in carefree exhibition along the line

of shore and rock, effervescent with joy,

spinning back out to depths unknown.

·

Congregations of shore birds walk

leaving warm webbed prints in cool sand,

while inland trees, venerable natives,

redwood and madrone, commune with

busy humans and other land animals.

·

Proud old pioneer-families and hopeful

newly-arrive artists sit close and breath

the same salted air and the history of

days gone by and mostly forgotten now.

·

Ancient earth surrendering the spirit

and the wisdom of a fine peoples, not

seen – a sadness after all – displaced by

folks of a different and modern breed.

·

Down by Tassajara Creek, smudged on

a cave wall in white on white, prints

of their small brown hands left talking.

Here! We were here once! Right here!

·

 We walked like you do on two legs.

We fished, hunted, and gathered, bore

our children and mourned our dead

until the Missions and their alien god.

·

Look at us! We are harbingers of your

future and our hands are augers. Our

story is your story waiting to be

written: in white on stone, a promise.

Photo credit – Released into the public domain: A view of the Big Sur coast including the Bixby Bridge courtesy of Calilover via Wikipedia. 

Posted in Jamie Dedes, Poems/Poetry

MOTHER

WHAT OF MOTHER?

by

Jamie Dedes

·

Still living at the edge of forever

in hazy seas of hoary clouds and

from this place we crawled, oh

eons ago, out of her briny womb

·

to sit and sun, warming on rocks

and moving our lives to shores

roaring with sound and surf

casting its wealth of sea shells

·

and seaweed. Onward, inward to

further depths of earth, granite,

lava-flows and flower-decked

valleys, dancing once with bird

·

and bear, sharing an arborous

roof, green, gold, and welcome.

So grateful too and good at our

husbandry. All thrived. Often now

·

crass, careless … soulless,

offending blues-black burdens

of abuse. Maybe too thankless,

some children, de-spirited and

possibly doomed to roiling sea.

What then of this treasure:

Mother Earth.

Photo credit – Peter Griffin, Public Domain Pictures.net.

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AUTUMN LEAF

LITTLE AUTUMN LEAF

by

Jamie Dedes

In memory of Mary Kate.

You floated into our lives

an autumn leaf edged in gold,

a tiny froth of smile and grumble,

a lifetime of grit and grizzle.

A mind over-larded and lost

in the never-land of ninety years.

Yours such a small body, such pain.

So bravely, autumn leaf, you chose

the wind on which to float away,

leaving us to the emptiness of your

gray chair and our wistful hearts.

Photo credit – Petr Kratochvil, Public Domain Pictures.net.

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ALL THAT MATTERS

ALL THAT MATTERS

by

Jamie Dedes

Find the body blowing in the wind,

a rag doll to be dusted and draped,

loved with warm baths, oiled with

the scent of lemons, fresh and clean

·

and sat in a chair by a window to

watch the world go by. The zephyr

in the trees rustles like silks once

reserved for proms and weddings.

·

The sound of a car door closing,

no longer a date for dinner out

arriving brushed and blushing. Now

the delivery of air in metal tanks

·

or some other chemical miracle.

Alas and joyfully, we are left to

live a life rich in its simplicity.

Art and kindness call, making for

·

wealth in fact and in deed. The

self-centered life is both unkind

and unhealthy, but poems and

caritas are within the reach of

·

anyone. The tools left now are

old enduring: poetry and charity.

Content! For suddenly by chance

we’re left with all that matters.

·

* caritas  – orthodox Christian concept of compassion, loving kindness, or in Buddhist terms “metta.”

Photo credit – Brunhilde Reinig, Public Domain Pictures.net.

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BLOSSOMING

BLOSSOMING

by

Danielle Mari

Awoke with this thought brought to me via dreaming memory. The central image comes from a moment at a wedding I attended years ago, a wonderful celebration of the union of two people incredibly special to me then and even more special to me now.  The man who married these two souls (called Erik and Karen, for those of you keeping score at home), used this metaphor to illustrate the idea of patience. That image remained with me, resurfacing again and again over the years, gaining depth of meaning for me. Here, with apologies to anyone involved on that day, I have made it my own. Hope you enjoy.

Much as you want to

you mustn’t.

Wrest the petals,

force them open,

and you’ll bruise

fragile silken pistils.

·

Much as you cannot

you must.

Wait very patiently,

allow water to

wander up the stem,

fatten the bud.

·

Much as you can

you shall

abide an agenda

set by the sun

whose warm whispers

coax her unfurling.

Danielle is an active participant in a poetry community to which I belong. When I read this poem, I was completely charmed and certainly its message is relevant to all of us “in the bardo”  … and who among us is not? With Danielle’s permission her poem is posted here. For more of Danielle Mari’s fine poetry, visit her at her poetry blog, Mission Improvisational. J.D.

Photo credit – Brunhilde Reinig, Public Domain Pictures.net.

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IT’S WINTER

IT’S WINTER

by

Jamie Dedes

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No illusions, no illusions, no lies, no softening of the truth,

no tears, no bargains, though sun shines and birds sing,

Winter is here, I know.

Winter is too crisp and sharp to invite either love or lechery,

and those men, husbands and lovers, see through it to seasons

young and not so inclined to ponder as one man complained,

while I watched the grass die, the leaves dry, the earth harden,

cold winds blowing over the graves that house our bodies.

And I being me was always asking

“Why”

Once Spring danced like wild flowers in the wind,

held dew and promise and smiled like a well-fed babe.

It hadn’t heard the word defeat and didn’t know hate or anger.

Spring liked to play, to romp, to sing and

she hung her question on a tree to ripen –

“Why”

Summer took itself seriously, was wide-eyed with longing, sizzling in the sun.

It wore a red dress and the champagne happiness of a husband and baby

and bravado because Summer is young and youth is bold,

a silver bell that rings and rings and never stops.

Too much is not enough and yet – a tremulous

“Why”

Autumn gently smiled, like Da Vinci’s lady, and danced old dances,

reminisced Begin the Beguine, stepping lightly on brown leaves.

It was lined with gold and muted silks, remembered is manners,

nodded wisely, spoke sagaciously , and was a might too profound.

Haughty with itself, it just knew it knew

“Why”

Winter…Winter is content, sees itself in Time displaced and learned

laughter has meaning and fleshy bonds and boundaries dissolve.

A bit stiff, cold, and slow now, slowing to honor the sacred,

to say “i love you,” to say “it was good,” to say “thank you.”

Sun rise, sun set, and once dormant trees burst forth with green,

sanguine and serene, just a habit now that question

“Why”

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RELIQUARY

RELIQUARY

by

Jamie Dedes

We flew along the freeway yesterday under

a cold coastal expanse of cerulean ceiling.

·

It reminded me of you and how we dusted

the vaults of your mind to rid them of fear

and the old lexicons of grief and guilt, the

whalebone girdles of unfounded faith and

everyday conventions, sticky and saccharine.

I thought of that one sea-green day we spent

·

under just such a sky in a land far away and

how we changed your name then and rewrote

your story to tell of oak trees instead of old times.

You sketched flowers blossoming in the dust

of a spring that promised but never delivered.

Now we don’t speak of men, but of cats with

·

their manner of keeping heart and claws intact.

We tell ourselves stories in music that resounds

in deep sleep. After all the ancient calls to

feral festivals will still and time coming when

we no longer play in margins, memories hung

on our skeletons like Spanish moss on cypress.

·

It pleases me that fissures spin into poemed reliquary

and the pink poeu de soie I wore to our prom that June.

Photo credit: Stupa (reliquary) With Pillars, Gandhara 2nd Century courtesy of PHGCOM under the terms of the GNU Free Documentation License

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SACRED CYCLE

SACRED CYCLE

by

Jamie Dedes

I wrote the first version of this a year ago. I was sitting in a Buddhist center were the children had designed a large mandala in collage to celebrate the Buddha’s birthday, which is April 8. The mandala was filled with pictures and drawings of nature scenes, the Buddha, stupas, and children at play. I was totally engaged by it with its color, movement, and imagination. The children’s mandala came together for me with the Tibetan Buddhist custom of creating mandala of colored sands, which are then blown away to remind us of the impermanence of the material world. This poem is the result. Although it has elements that are consistent with the Buddhist system, I didn’t write it as a Buddhist statement, just an imaginative one.


Is there – could it be – that there’s

more than one god, one eternity,

more than one universe, and Time

at their service, really nothing more

than a simple saffron-robed monk; a

being meditating, mediating realms

of Chaos, pulling colors and lights

and energies into lively mandala,

galaxies of air, fire, earth, blood.

·

And could it be that the blood are

uneasy souls, passing drowsy days

and nights in deep sleep, believing

dark, dank demons whispering …

“The moon never dies.”

But demons do as demons do: they lie.

·

So unready and fearful, poor souls,

when one day wind and fire stormily

march in, tramping on and through

coherence with feet deft and dusty

and in Chaos whirling and roiling,

souls passing into a renewed spin

on fate, singing desperate canticles

to nothingness, to light, to love

·

Time dons its saffron robes

sits in quiet meditation

births lively mandala

another sacred cycle begins …

Photograph of temporary sand-mandala, Drongtse Monastery, Tibet, 1993 via Wikipedia and originally posted to Flickr asamazing sand mandala by Mai Le from San Francisco, CA, USA under GNU Free Documentation License.

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SUNDAY MORNING MIND

MY MIND ON SUNDAY MORNING

by

Jamie Dedes

So Sunday morning I’m in bed with Cleo

She wants to sleep & I get up naked at the table

Writing

And it all snaps into focus

The World inside my head & the cat outside the window

A one-to-one relationship

While I image whatever I imagine …

The Same Old Jazz by Philip Whalen from The Collected Poems of Philip Whalen.


the poet wrote and

in writing awoke

He fell one day into an

iris and drowned in the

color purple. Freedom

rose like a geyser

raining down poems,

engraving each on the

leaf of an old oak.

Photograph of Gypsy (The Cat’s Meow) courtesy of the Cityson Philosopher.

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CHILDREN’S HOSPITAL

CHILREN’S HOSPITAL, WAITING ROOM

by

Rev. Bill Cook

From this side of this window-

through this glass looking

down seventeen stories  –

the world is a odd place.

.

The smell of rain

has become a distant memory.

Taxi cabs – thick bugs.

People- so much seed

scattered on a hard path.

.

Who would have thought

a tiny swish rising

through a stethoscope

could so change  everything.

.

Here we are a congregation

Of the suspended –

Inhabitants of a sanitized purgatory –

A communion of those who wait.

.

Here the priests and prophets

wear blue scrubs

and white paper masks.

.

Why, I ask, is it that your tiny heart,

no larger than your tiny hand,

should refuse to grow?

What providence has brought us here?

What karma? There is no answer

.

so we wait.

We wait for our names to be called.

We wait.

Re-blogged with the permission of Bill Cook, Poetry Matters. Bill is an Ordained Elder in the United Methodist Church, serving a wonderfully diverse congregation.

  • His church: St. Paul UMC, Willingboro NJ.
  • BA. English Lit., Rutger’s, the State University, New Brunswick NJ.
  • M Div. New Brunswick Theological Seminary New Brunswick NJ.
  • D Min. Wesley Theological Seminary, Washington DC.

Although Bill’s had a life long love of reading poetry, he’s relatively new to writing and publishing it. In addition to his poetry blog, Poetry Matters, he has three other blogs that address spritual matters. Most recently his poem Lost was picked up for publication by a regional poetry magazine.