Monseñor Oscar Romero—
Today I visited the church
of La Divina Providencia
where the escuadrón de muerte
murdered you.
A simple, plain
modern church,
across from a hospital.
On the wall
near the front doors,
a picture of you
marching with the people.
Near the altar,
a plaque from the Carmelite sisters
for the 7th anniversary of your death.
That’s all there was of you there…
I knelt at a pew
to talk with you—
I, a Spirit captured in this body, on this earth
I do not know
if you could hear
my thoughts, my words
I wanted you to know
how your death inspired,
provoked so many of us.
How there is a Central America Week
at the time of your death-anniversary
so that we learn about
the people, history, culture
of here, El Salvador
& of other countries,
so that we can learn about
the actions here of our government,
of our country.
I wanted you to know
that such external investigation
also provoked us to look internally
at the poverty & repression
in our own country.
I told you
I wish I had the faith you had
& the love
Many times I find it lacking in my self
My self-doubts of all that work
all those years
But my inner knowledge says
As long as
the heart, the mind, the soul
of one United Statian
was touched, provoked,
As long as
one Salvadoran, Nicaraguan
Guatemalan, Diné
received a meal, medicine,
clothes against the mountain night cold,
then the work,
then your death
had value…
After I left,
eyes rimmed with
the moistness of risen tears,
soul quieted with
my confessions to you, Monseñor
I thought about this poem…
As you said mass that day
the sacrificial wine became,
your blood became
the blood of Christ.
Your wound—your wound
the gun shot …
How many were there?
How many times were you shot?
Where were you shot?
You a servant of God,
a messenger of the word of Christ,
a teacher, an example of love for humanity,
became Christ on that 24 March
Were the wounds
the crown of thorns?
Were your wounds
the lance pierced
through Christ’s side?
The blood—the blood
your blood
that fell upon the altar.
Your blood became sanctified
in your martyrdom,
another martyr for the truth
of Christ’s teachings.
Monseñor Romero—
What were your dying words?
Or did the Spirit dove
fly swiftly from your Earth-bound body
to the heavens?
Your body—your bloody body
your dying body…
behind the altar,
before the bloodied
crucified Christ…
©2019, Lorraine Caputo
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“Monseñor Oscar Romero—
Today I visited the church
of La Divina Providencia
where the escuadrón de muerte
murdered you.”
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