Jamie by Mike Stone

Photo copyright G Jamie Dedes All rights reserved
You came to us, a little girl
An immigrant,
When immigrants were welcome.
From the East you came
Like the sun from the Atlantic,
You, who knew the cedars of Lebanon.
Your roots were deep in the moist earth
And your branches spread widely,
Blessing immigrants and natives alike
With the fruit of your gentle wisdom.
Gentleness was always your path,
Beauty and Truth your travelers.
Your path was always high above our heads
But you showed us how to walk
The razor’s edge with soft feet.
Go softly, Sweet Gentle,
And light the night
With our hearts.

                          November 6, 2020

© 2020 Mike Stone
All rights reserved

A Bulgarian Dedication to G Jamie Dedes

She was very strong—and fragile,
actually, the soul of a poet lived in her.
Smiling, cheerful and sincere, dear,
she radiated love and words of honey.
she touched strings with the most honest verses,
she described the soul correctly, without make-up,
but her words painted vividly, 
they created a world of an artist.
Everything she said was true,
metaphors wandered in her word,
distant scents merged with reason,
creating, discovering what is seen.
She was an example for us to fight to the end
with the word that gave us meaning,
and without mourning her fate,
she had become a flag.
We will always remember Jamie, the woman,
dressed in the color of hope,
for us she is alive—more alive than the living—
with her deeds, with her thoughts, with her faith.

Translated from the original Bulgarian…

Тя бе много силна - и крехка, 
 в действителност, 
 живееше в нея душа на поет.
 Усмихната, ведра и искрена, мила, 
 излъчваше обич и думи от мед.
 Докосваше струни с най-честните стихове,
 душата описваше вярно, без грим,
 но нейните думи рисуваха живо,
 създаваха свят на творец.
 Бе истинско всичко, което разказваше,
 метафори бродеха в нейното слово,
 далечни ухания се сливаха с разум,
 създаващ, откриващ видяното.
 Бе пример за нас да се борим докрай
 със словото, дало ни смисъл,
 и без да оплаква съдбата си тя,
 превърнала беше се в знаме.
 Ще помним завинаги Джейми, жената,
 облечена в цвят на надеждата,
 за нас тя е жива - 
 по-жива от живите - 
 с делата си, с мислите, с вярата.

©2020 Miroslava Panayotova
All rights reserved

A Eulogy and a Song

By John Anstie

My introduction at the beginning to this dedication seems to constitute most of what I would wish to say about the person that is G Jamie Dedes and what she meant to me and to many. However, it only goes a small way towards fully describing her impact on various parts of our World. She wasn’t particularly forthcoming when it came to revealing her own many contributions across many areas of the literary landscape throughout her lifetime. She was extraordinarily selfless. Her mission, through the creation of her own website, ‘The Poet by Day’ as well as a collaborative online presence through a fruitful partnership with Terri Stewart’s ‘Beguine Again’, culminated in the creation of the ‘Bardo Group Beguine’, an international alliance of creative and spiritual endeavour and peaceful activism. From this collaboration evolved its primary publication that so many of us now know and love: The BeZine.

If, as often I do, I were also to make a contribution from what is to me one of the most spiritually uplifting art forms, the world of Music, it would be this: Frank Ticheli’s “Earth Song”, whose lyrics come as close as they could get to representing and to celebrating Jamie’s life and mission in song. The words say it all …

Sing, be, live, see
This dark stormy hour

The wind, it stirs
The scorched Earth cries out in vain

Oh war and power, you blind and blur
The torn heart cries out in pain

But music and singing have been my refuge
And music and singing shall be my light

A light of song, shining strong
Hallelujah, hallelujah

Through darkness and pain and strife
I'll sing, I'll be, live, see

Peace
Here it is sung by the internationally renowned Voces8…

The End of the World

©2020 Naomi Baltuck

I dedicate this story to Jamie G. Dedes, my friend and the founder and editor of the BeZine.  When she was diagnosed with a fatal lung disease, she must have felt like her world, as she knew it, had ended.  But her poetry, more than ever, hummed with truth and wisdom, each poem a love letter to the sweetness and bitter sweetness of life.  Jamie built a new world, and with all her disabilities, she lived every day with more life and love and energy and purpose than any able bodied person I know.  She pulled together a global collective of poets, artists and writers dedicated to peace, sustainability, and social justice to carry on her work.  Her life was a gift she shared with us all, and her legacy timeless.

A Natural Continuum

You will not be forgotten
in a lush forest of life’s lessons,
or on a solitary path into the gloaming.

We feel your presence and hear
a voice leading from your poems. 

Now, in blindness,
what more will you give?

Does hope still hold?
What brings joy?

Your name lives…
in words, in trees

“the only hope is to be the daylight.” ~ W.S. Merwin

© 2020 Antoni Ooto

Antoni Ooto is an internationally published poet and flash fiction writer.
Well-known for his abstract expressionist art, Antoni now adds his voice to poetry.
Reading and studying the works of many poets has opened another means of self-expression. His recent poems have been published in Amethyst Review, The BeZine, The Poet Magazine, The Active Muse, The Wild Word, and a number of journals and anthologies. He lives and works in upstate New York with his wife, poet and storyteller, Judy DeCroce (whose work appears elsewhere in this issue).


©2020 Antoni Ooto
All rights reserved

The Secret of Life

The riptide pulled and weighed us down,
swimming in our shoals.
It bent us in our will to win,
oh weary, sorry souls.
 Oh tiresome, terrifying days
when scholars moved to preach
that all of Christendom was ours,
but always out of reach.
 Oh weary, sorry souls, I cried
for all of us, who're driven,
wherein unconscious mind, so tuned,
lays bare the ego given.
 Always, it seems, beyond our reach,
genetics never fail
to teach us how we must survive,
not how to trim the sail.
 Ego's given winds may blow,
but odysseys must end.
For quests beyond our human bounds,
Inferno may portend.
 Just when this sea of troubles weighed
too much on mortal coil,
the magic of encircling arms
became the perfect foil.
 So I reset the sails for home,
embracing Vesta's heart;
discovered Marais' secret strength:
in concert, ne’er apart.
 © 2013 John Anstie
All rights reserved.
 [Author's Note on this poem is here.]

©2020 John Anstie
All rights reserved

Dawn after Pandemic—4 poems

Autumn
©2020 Miroslava Panayotova

Another day gone

 a bright day
 to behold, a new dawn of
 laughter and faith
  
 do I 
 need an astrologer
 to decode the beam
 of laughter on the moon
  
 I have seen
 seasons of pain
 and known too pain
 and pain too painful to behold
  
 so let me
 walk through the backdoor
 and steal serum of joy
 you give
  
 oh it’s another day gone bye
 missing smiles of the moon
 shine on your face
 oh what a day to behold
                                          18/02/20 

Sleep-world

 I sat
 At the porch
 Of night
  
 Daydreaming
 Seeing congress
 Of fireflies
  
 Fireflies
 Born before days
 Of modernity
  
 But I
 Lost in thought
 Flew away
  
 Into the arms
 Of sleep-world
 Of night
             19/03/20 

The coronavirus

 This season … droplets of death beads
 Filter into humans’ home
 And in flashes, the globe became a theatre of fear
 A theatre of death
  
 We live in fear, in the soaring appetite of death blowing
  
 The wind continues to blow deadly across
 Leaving wrinkled cries
 Short of breath to live
 Many became still and soon to go, and forgotten
 But the stubborn wind refuses to fade away
  
 We live in fear, in the soaring appetite of death blowing
  
 Mankind will rise again
 We will rise again
 We will rise again 
 Mankind will rise again
                                         02/04/20 

The dawn after coronavirus pandemic

 Loud smiles creep across the waves. Yes smiles were loud
 At the meander of holding hands again together
 All along the landscape of nesting
 And the incredulous affectation, in the air
 As we danced to the tune of the invigorated song of laughter
  
 The weather blue bright. Reminder of the days of isolation
 From days of death, fear and rumors of
 That deadly virus that swam across the
 Gatepost of boundaries darkly, oozing 
 Out more deaths along every corner of the globe
  
 The earth became sick. Sick of the deaths of its pride, mankind; 
 our earth was sick, with its garters down, in the 
 foam chest of doubt. Darkness became
 The beginning of the morning sun, and love
 Was kept at bay. Our lovely sandlot turned gray
  
 Then this new dawn. This dawn
 Became warn and grew like our Iroko of hope. And
 It came as a time of relief, unimaginable
 Or imagined — we all in unison said 
 Bye-bye to covid 19, bye-bye to its death.
  
 Loud smiles creep across the waves. Yes smiles were loud
 At the meander of holding hands again together
 All along the landscape of nesting
 And the incredulous affectation, in the air
 As we danced to the tune of the invigorated song of laughter
                                                                                                           22/04/20 

©2020 Obinna Chilekezi
All rights reserved

After Toto—3 poems

For All Dorothys—After Toto

 I know this.  
  
 That strong thread that became her life,
 became your life—
  
 you, her special one.
 Love twins a bond that has no measure.
  
 I’ve had loves now gone.
  
 Still—
 they love me like salt. 

Partly Cloudy

who knew?
  
 I was gone without a clock
 still avoiding shadows
 just before night
  
 always on this road dragging the dust,
 walking off     walking on
  
 where perfection rests,
  
 I’ve always been erasing something.
  
 I watch hoping for angels,
 from this vantage point,
 as a day mixes without rain. 

Creativity

 like a balloon
 an intent coming through descent 
  
 without need or expectation
  
 not uniform—
 judging by form
  
 and wasn’t real or near yet
  
 its place once set high
 now, grounding 
  
 creativity—
  
 it was there 
 I counted back to zero
 and began with no witnesses 


Parsley in colours
Miroslava Panayotova

Judy DeCroce, is an internationally published poet, flash fiction writer, educator, and avid reader whose recent works have been published by Plato’s Cave online, North of Oxford, The Poet Magazine, Amethyst Review, The Wild Word, The BeZine, and a number of journals and anthologies. As a professional storyteller and teacher of that genre, she also offers, workshops in flash fiction. Judy lives and works in upstate New York with her husband poet/artist, Antoni Ooto (whose work appears elsewhere in this issue).


©2020 Judy DeCroce
All rights reserved

Breathing

inspiration / expiration

 silent blue night
 just before light
 eases tension
 by whispers—
 that moment
 I hear you breathe—
 in-drawn breath spirals,
 a gentle swish,
 brushes on cymbals
 soft shush, shush,
 shush 

©2020 Michael Dickel
All rights reserved

Wrestling the Guru of Divine Energy—3 poems

Untitled V © 2013
G. Jamie Dedes, z”l

Wrestling with Gravity

 To allow my butt to stay down 
 and feel the support of my seat
 while I take time out to remain
 busy doing nothing but breathing
 as a glimpse of nothingness
 comes into focus with clarity.
 I’m not going anywhere since
 I’m already there, detached
 from my flow of thoughts
 allowing gravity to win—
 just me and my breath doing it’s thing.
 I sit here like a silent narcissus bulb
 waiting to sprout with awareness.
 Enlightenment must be just around the corner. 

Words of the Guru

 A mentor with an outstretched hand 
 on your shoulder,
 shows you the futility of wanting.
  
 A role model, a blooming narcissus,
 teaches the sacredness of rust—
 an oracle that gives speech
 to something silent.
  
 He advises, If you feel sad,
 feel sadder— until you smile. 
 The path up and down is one and the same. 
  
 You don’t always have to be first in line.
 Listen to the tabernacle of silence—
 respect the sovereignty of stillness,
 and subtract the should. 
  
 Only suffering is real. 

The Rhythm of Divine Energy

 I got rhythm—you got rhythm—
 it shapes the contours of our love.
 I write more kaleidoscopic poems 
 all night long with my flashlight-pen
 while we listen to Satchmo sing: 
 What a wonderful world…
 We dance until dawn and fall asleep
 to the beat of the earth’s pulsations.
 Stand-up applauding stars are led 
 by a baton-wielding guy in the sky. 
 When you flap your wings and begin to fly—
 it makes me no longer want to rock 
 on my rocking chair and wait to die. 

Milton P. Ehrlich, Ph.D., is an 89-year-old psychologist and a veteran of the Korean War. He has published poems in Poetry Review, The Antigonish Review, London Grip, Arc Poetry Magazine, Descant Literary Magazine, Wisconsin Review, Red Wheelbarrow, and The New York Times.


©2020 Milton P. Ehrlich
All rights reserved

Among the angels—3 poems

Kenny among the angels

 On a small strip of land alongside a Louisiana bayou
 a loner searching for soul pitched his tent
 threw up a one-room shack and cast not seeds 
 but his thoughts on the land; mapped out his quest 
 with bricklayer’s hands in the concrete, cement,
 bricks, household paints his fingers knew.
 Through tight-knit winding paths, over ten years 
 his sculpture labyrinth grew.
  
 A lighthouse in bright fairground colours 
 hosts jazz players, cowboys, horses, strange
 creatures; a naked boy climbing, reaching 
 for ‘jeans / T-shirt’ Kenny flanked by two angels 
 one dark, one light—devils off left.
 No turn, no corner below without angels:
 blessing & guiding, judging & vengeful,
 harp-playing, smoking a spliff.
  
 See Christ figures, eagles, symbols of circles,
 with everyday folk, all colours / sizes / ages,
 a part of the whole. 
                                        And Kennys 
 —features changing with time—
 sitting in peace / listening to shell words /
 raised high by an eagle / cross-bearing / brought 
 to his knees / nursing a bleeding heart.
  
 He’d never explain what a sculpture meant
 but let others in to wander, see with fresh eyes;
 knew perhaps how fragile is meaning’s grasp,
 how quickly changed.
  
 One day he vanished, sculptures abandoned,
 a Christ head smashed to the ground. 
 Left the only words he ever etched in cement
        Enter into my heart—it is empty
        Hell is here 

 But the garden endures; charged with
 unanswered questions, questions in 
 solitude maybe each of us asks. 
 Where locals work freely, show you around.
 Where the shrimp fleet moors alongside
 each Festival Day to be blessed. 
Chauvin Sculpture Park
The Art of Kenny Hill Chauvin
Louisiana USA
Flickr/Dawn Blankenship

Walking

 I sought you in the clouds
        In all their floating, towering, glowering forms
 I sought you in the rain
           In softest benediction, lashing storms
 I sought you in tall grasses
           Some light as air, some dense, impassable
 I sought you on yielding turf
             On rocks and screes
 In moving water
              Birdsong
              Rustle of leaves
 I sought you in every sound 
              That touched my ears
  
 If I could say I found you
               Then I would
 All I can do is walk and suck and soothe
                The splinter of belief deep in my flesh
 That you are somewhere, somewhere
                 Within reach

From collection Hidden, Oversteps Press

Miroslava Panayotova – Autumn Leaves © 2020

A Meditation on Windows and Sky

 All I ask of a window
 is that it should open to sky
 
 Sky is truth elemental
 however it changes sky does not lie
 is raw beauty   hope   the filter of life
  
 Sky lifts our eyes   connects   reflects
 all that we feel
  
 shouts with our anger   shines with our happiness
 laughs with our loves   races with grey rafts of doubt
 weeps with griefs    
  
 Sky wraps the rare gift of all that we are
 in layers of fragile tissue to cherish   handle with care
  
 Feet were made for the earth
 Sky unshackles the mind   lets us
 fly up and beyond 

©2020 Patricia Leighton
All rights reserved

Saturday Paper Pietà

Candelària 1993

 In his holy name they huddled
 before his church door 
 for Jesus saves
 Jesus saves
  
 but not the eight, sucking stone
 with a bullet in their heads
 their soft heads.
  
 It was cold on the steps, late at night
 where they slept
 and they slept
  
 wrapped in dreams until waking
 warm in blood
 warm with blood
  
 from the flesh of their friends
 now never to wake
 not to wake.
  
 For crimes as thief or whore 
 the little children were culled
 they were culled
  
 and the golden streets that glisten
 under Christ Redeemer
 Our Redeemer
  
 were cleansed of their stains 
 for the carnival must go on
 must go on. 

The Candelária massacre was a mass killing in Rio de Janeiro, Brazil, on July 23, 1993. During the night, eight homeless people, including six minors, were killed by a group of men beside the Candelária Church. Several of the men were members of the police and were tried for the killings, but only two were convicted. —Wikipedia


Saturday Paper

 This Saturday of shining grass
                 yawning cat
 shimmers about my hair
 as I weigh down the paper
 with coffee and a frown.
 A ball of brown-beaned warmth 
 at the cusp of my neck
 is my sigh
                my breath, a sieve 
                to filter melancholy.
  
 Black ink presses 
 into elbows, thoughts.
 Words, capitalised, or ugly bold
 splutter of young men 
 with flags and flame
 who stare into foreign lens
 hear only explosions
                breathe only dust.
  
 I deny the world its news
 and flip to the lifestyle section;
                new restaurants, ways to dress 
                and think
 yet my pulse still hums 
 along that headline shot
 of crumpled bodies 
 in logo T-shirts
 loose-limbed as contortionists 
 surrounded by rubble.
  
 There’s a tree in the photo
 gangly as a teenager
 in the middle of the street. 
 It’s survived the explosion 
 with a rooted grim resistance
 that the dead boys
 thought was theirs.
  
 Now, a plum-bottomed ant
 scuttles up the wooden
 table leg and flickers
 on the paper’s edge.
 I blow it off, not bothering
 to watch it fall
 as I shake the pages clean
 and return to my shining
 grass-scented Saturday. 

Pietà

 His head rests on my shoulder now.
 As a child he’d nestle there.
 When shadows grew, my boy
 tired from loves and labours of the day
 would rest as I stroked his hair.
  
 We’d walk along the riverbank
 gathering the rushes
 where in the still, waiting dusk
 poppies blazed, and the chill
 of changing seasons 
 made me shiver
 as I pictured forming years.
  
 His head rests on my shoulder
 cold-cheeked and grey.
 At the close of this long dark day
 he lies bloodless, wasted in my arms
 as I stroke his matted hair.
  
 Stretched on groaning timber
 his arms spanned
 a world of love and fear.
 Forgotten hero to the riot
 of soul-scared people at his feet.
 My son. God’s Son. 

Kate Maxwell is a Sydney-based teacher. She has been published and awarded in Australian and International literary magazines such as The Blue Nib, The Chopping Blog, Hecate, Linq, Verandah, Social Alternatives and Swyntax. Writing has always been her therapeutic and creative outlet. Kate’s interests include film, wine and sleeping.


©2020 Kate Maxwell
All rights reserved

Two Poems from TD Nelson

Phones

 We imagine our glittering devices 
 entirely new 
  
 tickets to worlds
 where we hover 
  
 like giants 
 in biometric finery 
  
 and color correct 
 the mottled sea of corpses  

Celebration

 Eternal fires to
 Celebrate what’s around us!
  
 You and yours—
 Celebrate the air with me and mine!
 Drink this air with me.
  
 Let us swim naked together—
 Let us bathe naked always in the salt of the sea. 

©2020 TD Nelson
All rights reserved

Give Us New Hope—5 poems

Give Us a Floor

 Give us a floor we can drag a chair over
 And leave a mark
 A hardwood floor that can take a lot of dancing
 We want a floor that you leave your shoes on and tap when you like 
 A floor you can jump on
 Give us a floor where a kid can bang a hammer for an hour
 And no one cares
 We want a good flat floor strong enough for a piano or two
 A floor that can bear the weight of ten bass amps
 Fifty stomping bikers on choppers
 And still be fine for yoga in the morning
 It is important to have a floor you can fall on
 A floor good for trying risky positions
 Tipsy calisthenics
 Maybe one day we’ll want to invite
 Multi-faith obesity groups intent on leaping and praying
 A floor equipped to bear them all
 And still take a child’s lightest footfall
 With never the creak of any small floor complaint
 A floor to hold up the elephants
 And hippopotami
 A floor, please, to take the great weight of human hearts
 Held in thrall by mere matter
 By love by stampede
 We want a floor to bear seven generations
 Each unfolded out of the other
 All at once in a great hootenanny and holler
 A floor to bear the greatest table ever made
 For a feast where no one’s missing
 We don’t want some poor flat excuse
 We don’t want some bottom-line trapdoor
 We want a floor to hold the world up when it’s exhausted
 A floor to keep the sky on when it’s drained and dry
 And ready to fall
  
 It’s time we had the floor
 Give us the floor 

New Hope

for Martin Luther King, Jr.

 Whatever else words have done
 It is good they came together 
 In such a way from your soul that day
 And you said it for all time
 To all people
 A dream that won't be denied
 Not in this life
 Not in the next
  
 And here's to the imperfect
 Who marched anyway
 And here's to the protected
 Who left their safety
 To demonstrate
 And you Martin
 Brave, imperfect, practical and holy
 My favorite American
 The greatest orator of hope
 Ever captured on a camera
  
 I add once more to all the waters
 Wept at your words, my tears again
 Today
  
 Yes, but new hope too!
 In that way
 You are not gone—
  
 In that way 
 You are ever new—
 Every day people still get
 New hope from you 

Suffrage

 With a dark mark
 My intent is known
  
 All my power contracts
 Smaller than a pupil
  
 To provide one ink drop
 Of ocean
  
 More countable
 Than blessings
  
 And I may have to walk
 A mile for this
  
 I may have to stand in line
 With hundreds
  
 Fixing the bulls eye
 Firmly in mind
  
 Every mark for now 
 A sacred star compressed
  
 A massive black dot
 Telescoped 
  
 To a tiny circumference
 Of suffrage
  
 Secret
 Explosive or not
  
 I fold it in upon itself
 And slip my will into the slot 

More Than Never

  More than never
 Possibly as often
 As always
 If not, absolutely
 Somewhere
 In between
  
 But who's counting
 We happen
 We live
 More than never
 And less than always
  
 We learn
 Or not
 The quanta 
 Do not vary by fractions
 They double or halve
  
 We may not be 
 The same awareness
 But we share
 A hinge
 We all swing 
 Into one frame
 Doors
 To one interior
  
 How often with one touch
 Do we all open at once?
  
 More than never
 Possibly not enough 

One Day I Predict

 One day I predict
 We’ll be amazed
 At our strength
 We will look at one another
 Astonished and say
 We didn’t think we could do this
  
 One day the path will be so clear
 We will all say: it’s obvious
 And we will hardly believe
 We couldn’t see the way before
  
 One day I predict
 We’ll have this great true story to tell
 A kind of anti-Iliad
 For the coming age
 Involving all of us
 Who think we are not warriors
 And all of us who fear
 We are not brave 

Untitled
©2015 G Jamie Dedes, z”l

The poems One Day I Predict and Give us a Floor were first published in the book Previously Feared Darkness by Robert Priest (ECW Press).

Read more about Robert Priest and some other poems in The BeZine blog.


©2020 Robert Priest
All rights reserved

Gulls in an Hourglass—2 poems

Sands in the hourglass

 To the seagulls,
 It is just another day,
 Whitewashed in seas of gray,
 A monochromatic palette,
 A square of paint
 In the loosely interwoven fabric of days.
  
 Shadows are like stones,
 Heavy on the sand,
 Smooth as glass,
 In which we see reflections
 Of monotony
 From which we long to break,
 Waiting to reclaim 
 Freedom,
 The kind of bliss
 Known by the gulls,
 Moving with the steadiness of the tide,
 The currents of the wind,
 And the rays of sun
 That bear witness
 To the birds of the beach,
 Plovers, on spindly toothpick legs,
 Run from the waves
 Scattering like seeds,
 Beads of salt among the pepper of rocks.
  
 The sea stirs the spirit within,
 Flames of expectation
 For the blessings that await.
 No matter the time,
 Every day alive
 Is a gift.
 The ocean leaves its oblations,
 In sea glass and shells,
 Always something new,
 A memory to collect. 

To water

 You, so sinuous, mysterious,
 Familiar, and yet strange,
 Intangible, though still part of us,
 Known intimately,
 Dreamed of, thirsted for,
 Though transcending
 What our earthly understanding allows,
 Snaking through our fingers,
 Never staying put, 
 Nomadic as the roving sun
 Who takes the whole sky as her home,
 Adapting to anything. 
  
 Sometimes you seem to conform,
 Fitting to the molds in which you are placed,
 Such are the states of matter,
 Following rules of chemistry,
 Dancing to the music set by kinetics,
 You bottle your own energy,
 As though lightning could ever be contained,
 As though thunder could be silenced;
 I’ve known you to rebel anyway.
  
 Fitting to any shape,
 You know what it is to be confined,
 In cups and jars, glasses and goblets,
 Vessels of your discontent,
 Restraint and frustration,
 Sometimes you rise up,
 Sloshing against the walls of a mug,
 Tasting freedom, escape,
 In the air above,
 Before you are capped,
 A rock obscuring the light in the tunnel. 
  
 You draw your mark into the dirt,
 Carving words
 Where there once were not,
 When you refuse to conform
 You make a new trail,
 Hugging the earth,
 And we follow the path you’ve made,
 Walking beside you, with you,
 Listening to your constant rhythms,
 The voice of the river,
 Ocean, creek, tide and stream,
 No longer jarred or bottled,
 Stopped
 Like a cork in wine. 
  
 You long to take action,
 Making things just and right,
 Not remaining silent,
 But burbling and whispering,
 Always communicating.
 You are a source of life,
 A tributary of the inner spirit,
 That teaches us to keep moving,
 Forward. 

Kathryn Sadakierski’s writing has appeared in ActiveMuseCritical ReadDoveTalesHalfway Down the Stairs, Literature Today, NewPages BlogNorthern New England Review, Origami Poems ProjectSnapdragon: A Journal of Art and Healing, SpillwordsThe Abstract Elephant Magazine, The Decadent Review, The Voices Project, Visual Verse, and elsewhere. Her work is forthcoming in Auroras & Blossoms, Capsule Stories, Inkwell Literary Magazine (BLC), seashores: an international journal to share the spirit of haiku, and Yellow Arrow Journal.


©2020 Kathryn Sadakierski
All rights reserved

The Truth Is and 4 Other Poems

The Bar

 The sky had deepened imperceptibly
 And three stars quietly announced
 The passage into evening.
  
 The bar opened its shutters and doors.
  
 Truth, Beauty, Love, Morals, and Faith
 Ambled in, adjusting their eyes
 To the dim lights inside the bar,
 And sat down at the first booth
 They encountered. A man behind the bar
 Dried glasses, oblivious to the guests.
  
 Truth was the first to speak. He said,
 “I have an idea for a game.”
 The rest looked up at him, vaguely piqued.
 “The one with the shortest lifespan
 Buys drinks for everyone,” he continued.
  
 Not to be outdone at the outset,
 Love agreed in principle but countered,
 “Rather than the shortest lifespan,
 I suggest the one whom everyone
 Can do without buys drinks for all.”
  
 Faith tapped his water glass and said,
 “How about the one whose assertions
 Need the most proofs to be believed
 Should buy a round for one and all?”
  
 Morals cleared his throat and bellowed,
 “How about the one who needs the most
 Axioms to forestall the need to prove
 Should pay comradery’s price?”
  
 Finally, Beauty opened a compact mirror,
 Powdered an exquisite nose, arranged
 A pretty eyelash, and said to no one
 In particular, “If someone doesn’t order
 Drinks instead of all this tiresome gabbing,
 I shall leave you all to your sordid games.”
  
  
 Courage, who had been sitting at the bar,
 Ordered two drinks from the barman
 And soon was joined by Beauty.
  
                                                                October 25, 2020 

A Universal Purpose

 This morning the sun rose gloriously
 Over the distant hills as it does most mornings
 And now it douses its flaming crown
 In the western sea. Tomorrow
 I expect it’ll do the same
 Although it might not.
 Birds sing shrilly in the evening trees,
 You’d think the trees were singing.
 I wonder whether these have a meaning
 Or some universal purpose.
 Exquisite beauty certainly, though it happens
 More often than not. Isn’t it enough,
 If it’s beautiful and I love it?
 Isn’t that enough?
 We look for meaning in our lives
 As though it were some precondition,
 As though we must prove our usefulness
 To Someone or Something.
 Words have meaning, but we don’t.
 We are their sayers, their creators.
 They serve us or they don’t.
  
                                                      October 18, 2020 

On Reading
Fabrice Poussin

A Special Dictionary

 Once there was a man
 Far away in time from us.
 It doesn’t matter what his name
 Will have been since nobody
 Will have paid attention to him.
 Anyway, he liked the meanings
 Of words but not the words themselves
 Because the words never stuck around
 But left the meanings to fend for themselves
 Which they couldn’t very well do
 Since their roots sank deep down
 Entangled in the loam of people
 Long dead. The words would flit off
 Like butterflies to the next flower
 That would open its petals to it.
 The man decided he’d send the words
 Packing and he’d stand guard over
 All the meanings. He’d make
 A special dictionary once and for all
 Of all the meanings he could think of
 With nary a word to slip or slide away.
  
                                                                   October 13, 2020 

The Truth Is

 The truth is
 I don’t know why I’m here.
 I guess if I weren’t here,
 I’d be there
 Or somewhere else.
  
 Maybe the one who is here
 Wouldn’t be me.
 Perhaps he or she would be
 Someone else
 Or no one at all.
  
 The truth is
 Being is not so clear cut.
 It’s not that I have doubts,
 It’s just I’m not so sure.
  
                                          October 10, 2020 

On Love

 What can you tell us about love?
 I’m not talking about moral love,
 The love-your-neighbor love
 Or even the love of children or animals.
 I’m talking about that other love,
 That love of the other
 That consumes you in its fires
 While leaving you whole,
 That like a whirlwind lifts you up
 So high you can’t breathe anymore
 Or a whirlpool that pulls you under,
 That moves in mystery
 And cannot be described or understood
 Because love is,
 Love is like Enoch who walked with God
 And was not.
  
                                                           September 9, 2020 

©2020 Mike Stone
All rights reserved

Do You Regret or Rejoice?

This quarter’s issue of The BeZine has a theme of “A Life of the Spirit” and it occurred to me that a person’s “Spirit” can be shaped and influenced quite a bit by his/her attitude(s). With self-awareness and some practice, you can shape your own Spirit into what you want it to be.

It’s an interesting concept, no? There is a cosmic Give and Take. We lose something but gain something else. One door closes and another one opens. Do you regret or rejoice? Are you a PollyAnna, a Scrooge or somewhere in between? Which attitude seems to be your norm — positive or negative?

One thing I’ve learned in life is that life is neither all good nor all bad. But attitude really does play an important part in what you notice. Just like anything, attitudes can become habit, whether positive or negative. It’s amazing how many people don’t even really know what their general attitude is from day to day, or don’t pay attention to what attitude they are projecting. And have you noticed how being around someone with a bad attitude or someone with a good attitude can often change your own? Is it contagious? I think it is.

How aware are you of your own patterns that shape your attitude? As crazy as it sounds, there are people who are not comfortable/happy unless they are depressed or negative or have something to bitch about. I think it is mostly unconscious for these people, and probably has just become a habit. The good news is that like any habit, it can be changed. But you have to want it enough to work at it.

If you find yourself constantly thinking sad or negative thoughts, every time you notice it, make an effort to tell that inner voice to STOP! and immediately try to think of something positive or something for which you are grateful. It’s not easy and it takes practice. It takes awhile to even recognize negative thoughts. But the more you do it, the easier it gets.

I’m not a PollyAnna by any means, and have a tendency to fall back into old negative patterns sometimes…(everyone is entitled to a bad day or two now and then)…but in the past few years I have become a LOT more positive in my thinking and attitude. And it has made my life better, without a doubt. I won’t necessarily tell you that the glass is half full, but maybe it isn’t quite as empty as it looks.

So how about you? Do you regret or rejoice? I hope you choose to be happy (happier) and remember to be grateful for the GOOD things in life that you have! 😉

©2020 C.L.R.
All rights reserved

Arts, Activism, and Spirituality—Inspirations

With a simple online search of key terms in the title of this page—“arts, activism, spirituality”—one can find a variety of interesting perspectives and resources related to this month’s theme of Life of the Spirit and Activism. Here is a selection of what we at The BeZine thought might inspire us all in our work to heal the world.


Racial Justice: Art, Spirituality, aand Activism with Rev. Mark Doox

This podcast, Racial Justice; Art, Spirituality, and Activism with Rev. Mark Doox comes from Along the Line, accessible as audio or video (here, on YouTube as video). Rev. Doox discusses his use of Christian iconography in activist-art, especially related to anti-racism and anti-fascism activism.

Art, Artists, and Activism—
Mandy Patinkin and Kathryn Grody

The Jewish Theological Seminary’s (JTS) 2018 Henry N. and Selma S. Rapaport Memorial Lecture features performers Mandy Patinkin and Kathryn Grody in conversation with Ruth W. Messinger, JTS Finkelstein Institute Social Justice Fellow and Global Ambassador of American Jewish World Service.

Art & Activism—
Art Institute of Chicago

Highlights from an exhibit at the Art Institute of Chicago show and discuss artwork ranging from the 13th Century through the 20th:

“Communicating new perspectives, questioning the status quo, speaking out about beliefs, and inspiring others to take action—art and activism often share some of the same underlying motivations.”

Flag Day, 1966
Benny Andrews
from the Art Institute of Chicago website

Uncovering America: Activism and Protest—
US National Gallery of Art

The U.S. National Gallery of Art’s “Uncovering America” for teachers provides materials on Activism and Protest in American art from the American Revolutionary War period to the present (with other themes including the Civil Rights Movement, People and the Environment, and Race in America


BEN SHAHN
Prenatal Clinic, 1941
screenprint
from the US National Gallery of Art website

Stepping Up to Spiritual Activism—
patheos, The Living Tradition

A blog post on patheos, under The Living Tradition, provides an Islamic perspective to Stepping Up to Spiritual Activism, quoting from the Quran and Sufi sources. The post also quotes from a progressive, interfaith advocacy arm of Tikkun magazine, The Network of Spiritual Progressives.

By Benjavisa Ruangvaree Art
from Stepping Up to Spiritual Activism online article

When Contemplation and Spirituality Meet Social Activism—
InnerSelf

This short essay, on InnerSelf, discusses a variety of perspectives ranging from the late Civil Rights activist and Congressman John Lewis to an Indian Brahmin.

Photo credit Unsplash, Zac Durant
from InnerSelf website